Oct 31, 2007
Oct 28, 2007
Романтика
Ненавижу обижать людей, но что же более жестоко - обидеть человека или дать ему надежду на нечто несбыточное? Наверное второе, обида она пройдет, ну должна во всяком случае, а надежда - зверь живучий, она так просто не исчезает.
Всегда было тяжело находить контакт с людьми, точнее контакт-то я находила легко, а вот что потом с ним делать- хз. Хех, ладно, все фигня, кроме пчел, но и они фигня потому что их много (с).
Ладно, ерудна это все. вобще последнее время в голове звучит один и тот же мотив, стебный, конечно, но до безумия романтичный. Одна из самых нежных песен, я когда-либо слышала:
Ты будешь небом, где
Нежатся облака.
Я буду морем, морем
Без рыбака.
Все мои прямые
Свернулись в кольцо.
Как я узнаю тебя, когда
Прожекторы прямо в лицо?
Так что если хочешь, ты меня полюбить -
Firewire или USB -
Может быть, мы сразу друг друга поймём -
Видит Бог, у нас один и тот же разъём.
mood: romantic
music: Aquarium - Yellow Moon
Всегда было тяжело находить контакт с людьми, точнее контакт-то я находила легко, а вот что потом с ним делать- хз. Хех, ладно, все фигня, кроме пчел, но и они фигня потому что их много (с).
Ладно, ерудна это все. вобще последнее время в голове звучит один и тот же мотив, стебный, конечно, но до безумия романтичный. Одна из самых нежных песен, я когда-либо слышала:
Ты будешь небом, где
Нежатся облака.
Я буду морем, морем
Без рыбака.
Все мои прямые
Свернулись в кольцо.
Как я узнаю тебя, когда
Прожекторы прямо в лицо?
Так что если хочешь, ты меня полюбить -
Firewire или USB -
Может быть, мы сразу друг друга поймём -
Видит Бог, у нас один и тот же разъём.
mood: romantic
music: Aquarium - Yellow Moon
Oct 27, 2007
We need some fun to understand that we're alive or just bristols!
Usually I tell that "people can feel themselves alive only trough pain", but today I would not agree:)
As for bristols, I'll explain not to shock you so much:-) Svetlana - one of the girls on Irina's birthday party - saw on women's toilet a picture of a women with a big (size 4 or even 5) bristols. Picture as a picture, one of thousands of ones on toilet's doors to identify whom it for. Probably because of alcohol or she was simply in a fun mood, but most part of the evening she indignanted that this picture offends her as a woman. And of cause that was the reason of many jokes and even toasts:)
I'm uploading an archive the photos from the party at the moment, so it'll take for a while. Tomorrow I'll edit the topic and post some of them here with the description:)
Now sleep.... just sleep:)
/*added at 17.30 MSK*/
Finally made some sort in photos.
Some I like more than others.
Sveta showing the girl on the toilet's picture:
Anton. Not sure what he wanted to express:
This what I call "Severe men's friendship" (Fastik & Stealth):
And of cause how can I forget the centered person of the evening: Ira. Happy Birthday, my old friend. You're the best! :-)
Others are here (the main and the best part of MSK support dep)
As for bristols, I'll explain not to shock you so much:-) Svetlana - one of the girls on Irina's birthday party - saw on women's toilet a picture of a women with a big (size 4 or even 5) bristols. Picture as a picture, one of thousands of ones on toilet's doors to identify whom it for. Probably because of alcohol or she was simply in a fun mood, but most part of the evening she indignanted that this picture offends her as a woman. And of cause that was the reason of many jokes and even toasts:)
I'm uploading an archive the photos from the party at the moment, so it'll take for a while. Tomorrow I'll edit the topic and post some of them here with the description:)
Now sleep.... just sleep:)
/*added at 17.30 MSK*/
Finally made some sort in photos.
Some I like more than others.
Sveta showing the girl on the toilet's picture:
Anton. Not sure what he wanted to express:
This what I call "Severe men's friendship" (Fastik & Stealth):
And of cause how can I forget the centered person of the evening: Ira. Happy Birthday, my old friend. You're the best! :-)
Others are here (the main and the best part of MSK support dep)
Just a friday...:-)
Cool day, in work and in fun:)
What do you want to read first..?
Silence... Well, let's start from work. Hope, it'll be the shortest part:)
Some usual tasks, then support asked for the help it webex with German customer. Ok, no problem, let's see what's happens. Connected to the system... Reproduced the bug, started to type... regular command you see:
netstat -nap| (he-he, what "|" lol, it showed me symbol like ... dont know ... there is no such symbol in English layout:-) asked to change layout... started to type and saw like letter "A" with a round on the top. WTF, this's 100% not a English symbol:-) searched for a while and finally gave it up! If you want me to fix smth, let me to work, but not to fight with the keyboard:-D Asked for the direct access - done! Ufff.... Time passed fast... strace, tries to get a core - no luck:) Last attempt - gdb - the final helper in every task:) Started to type:
gdb --pid
and can you imaging my wonder when I got "gdb - command not found" :-))))
Heh:-) Of cause you do not have to have a debugger on the server, but anyway, when you do smth very fast such things make you greatly wonder:)
Then with Oleg's help packed all my 4 computers (Yep, I like a hardware - two athlon x86_64 dual core, one P4 called "mordor" /*really love this system*/ and P4 dual core - Win for builds and tests) and prepared for the transfered to another office.Photo of the day:
What do you want to read first..?
Silence... Well, let's start from work. Hope, it'll be the shortest part:)
Some usual tasks, then support asked for the help it webex with German customer. Ok, no problem, let's see what's happens. Connected to the system... Reproduced the bug, started to type... regular command you see:
netstat -nap| (he-he, what "|" lol, it showed me symbol like ... dont know ... there is no such symbol in English layout:-) asked to change layout... started to type and saw like letter "A" with a round on the top. WTF, this's 100% not a English symbol:-) searched for a while and finally gave it up! If you want me to fix smth, let me to work, but not to fight with the keyboard:-D Asked for the direct access - done! Ufff.... Time passed fast... strace, tries to get a core - no luck:) Last attempt - gdb - the final helper in every task:) Started to type:
gdb --pid
and can you imaging my wonder when I got "gdb - c
Heh:-) Of cause you do not have to have a debugger on the server, but anyway, when you do smth very fast such things make you greatly wonder:)
Then with Oleg's help packed all my 4 computers (Yep, I like a hardware - two athlon x86_64 dual core, one P4 called "mordor" /*really love this system*/ and P4 dual core - Win for builds and tests) and prepared for the transfered to another office.Photo of the day:
Oct 24, 2007
Oct 22, 2007
There're moments in once life when you desperately want/need to change something. I'm having one of such moments right now, when everything (emotions, mind) seems to be under control, when work takes 100% of time and 100% of strength (no, it's not because of career, I've never had this aim) , it's just a period of time when you cant feel in a different way. I'm having it since spring. and it's not a depression, I'm not a such person. Heh, looks like that was a reason why I started to write blogs, for noone, just for myself.
Now I think I finally found what to change/to do.
I cannot start to write once again, but surely I can take guitar and remember most of all I knew. Wonder, if my fingers remember anything... Jazz ? - No, at least no more :). Metal ? - may be, but I do not have electro guitar and what's the most important I'd need a company for this. Classic? - Yes. Music used to be a great way to free unneeded emotions.
I finally can start with German, will call to find out all the details next week. I 100% won't read Nietzsche and Freud in original, as I dreamed some years ago, this's not possible to learn language in a such level, but anyway, let's see if I'll have any progress. If I can somehow speak I can visit Germany, cause I do not want to visit a country which language I don't understand, Spain was enough for me.
All that I need now is to start to do anything different from work, cause I'm getting crazy there.
mood: what mood o_O?
music: "August" (very old soviet metal)
Now I think I finally found what to change/to do.
I cannot start to write once again, but surely I can take guitar and remember most of all I knew. Wonder, if my fingers remember anything... Jazz ? - No, at least no more :). Metal ? - may be, but I do not have electro guitar and what's the most important I'd need a company for this. Classic? - Yes. Music used to be a great way to free unneeded emotions.
I finally can start with German, will call to find out all the details next week. I 100% won't read Nietzsche and Freud in original, as I dreamed some years ago, this's not possible to learn language in a such level, but anyway, let's see if I'll have any progress. If I can somehow speak I can visit Germany, cause I do not want to visit a country which language I don't understand, Spain was enough for me.
All that I need now is to start to do anything different from work, cause I'm getting crazy there.
mood: what mood o_O?
music: "August" (very old soviet metal)
Oct 6, 2007
two girls + wine = long long discussions of life...
Not life, actually, but men and rats, but anyway...
Yesterday smoked hookah the first time. What can I say... Nothing special, but smells good... hmmm, no.. smells wonderful, but no delight, probably because I do not smoke at all, I'm not sure.
She made hookah, I brought Spanish wine and... I found out that circumcised men are much better in bed and oral sex...will not continue... too private... I like her, she's so funny and purposeful. The only thing I regret about is that I've forgotten a camera at home. I so much want to have her photo when she holds hookah's pipe with her mouth, if I were man I'd be crazy of the way she does it :-)
mood: erotic
music: Valery Kipelov 'Небо тебя найдет'
Yesterday smoked hookah the first time. What can I say... Nothing special, but smells good... hmmm, no.. smells wonderful, but no delight, probably because I do not smoke at all, I'm not sure.
She made hookah, I brought Spanish wine and... I found out that circumcised men are much better in bed and oral sex...will not continue... too private... I like her, she's so funny and purposeful. The only thing I regret about is that I've forgotten a camera at home. I so much want to have her photo when she holds hookah's pipe with her mouth, if I were man I'd be crazy of the way she does it :-)
mood: erotic
music: Valery Kipelov 'Небо тебя найдет'
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